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Alone

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All alone in my despair,
my feelings still rather unknown.
No one knowing I feel alone.
I reckon no one would ever care.

There I am, waiting around.
I stand around looking lonely,
Oh, if someone would come to me, only!
But no one would, not a single sound.

I'm running away in fear,
scared of everything nearby.
I think they all want me to die...
My face is letting out more than just a tear.

My heart tares apart everyday,
I feel so much pain
that it's driving me insane.
I wish I had a friend, who'd never go away.
I wrote this when I was very hurt by all my friends (talking about the ones I see, so not over the internet). This should tell you the emotions I was feeling and I still do sometimes especially in my class. I'm all alone in my class now... I had a friend in my class and then she told me I didn't know anything (and to be honest there are a lot of things I don't know, but in her case I was pretty sure what I said was true) and we had a fight and are no longer friends. Not even acquaintances especially after she said "No wonder you have no friends."
Now I decided to submit this because recently she's been following me during the brake times where ever I go with her friend. The problem is I always want to hang around with my best friend (I've told her that I wasn't happy with her and now we're both happy with each other again), who isn't in my class, and my ex-friend wants to hang around with my best friend for security. I don't want to hang around with her but my best friend does and now I don't know what to do... I've asked my whole family what I should do, but what they said just isn't what I need :( So if anyone can help me, please do, because I don't want to have to go away from my best friend because of my ex-friend.

Anyway, so I hope you've enjoyed this poem...
© 2013 - 2024 Carinaconstellation
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ThePenVsTheSword's avatar
The poem is good. Sorry that you've been going through that. Well, you could try just accepting the company. You may not like your ex-friend, but you're kind of making your best friend choose in this case. Besides, is the ex-friend acting hateful around you and your best friend?